do you know what’s kind of sad? as i look at the list below, and when i imagine doing all this stuff, i don’t imagine doing it with anyone. i want to do all that alone. is that bad? i guess, i just don’t want anyone to come along because i’m afriad they won’t feel the same way i would, or they’d mess everything up. i know that’s a horrible thing to assume, but… it’s pretty true when i really think about it.